Monday, August 31, 2015

Diary of a DietBet: Day Two

I'm ashamed to admit this, but I resent the fact that I have all this weight to lose. It's difficult to articulate why precisely I feel this way, but I'm pretty sure it stems from the fact that I was a giant stinking hypocrite about gaining weight while I was pregnant. I always told myself I wasn't going to let my pregnancy be an excuse to eat all the things, and yet, here I sit having done exactly that. It's one of those situations where I knew that I could and should have made better choices. I don't even need hindsight to tell me that; I knew during the pregnancy. I'm not looking for anyone to tell me that it's okay or whatever. I'm just acknowledging that I feel this way, allowing myself to feel that way and now I'll be able to move forward and get over it.