Today was no different and I've been stewing over this one for a few days. See, I realize I have a problem with self-censorship and it's not just limited to the blog posts I write. Whenever Eric and I get into an argument, it's almost always because I'm censoring what thoughts of mine I reveal. And you know, it never works. I've always been an open book and any strong emotion that crosses my mind shows up on my face. So pretty much that means Eric always knows what I'm thinking even when I'm not actually speaking the words. I know it drives him bonkers that he has to work so hard to get my thoughts out of my head.
|See, we all know that I'm thinking "OMG CAMERA FLASH!"|
I've finally come to the conclusion that that is pretty stupid of me. This is my blog; I pay for it! I do it for me and to share with my friends and family. If someone doesn't like it, they don't have to read it. And honestly, I really don't understand why I'm so afraid of having offensive content. I'm pretty boring as all I do for fun is read, knit, bake, work out and play video games.
So, for better or worse, I'm going to share more of my thoughts in blog posts. It may not be daily (I do have a full time job!), but it's going to happen because I'm tired of having my head so full of thoughts that I don't share.